Mother

sitting beside d window ,she was looking @ d storm outside.oh! dis storm is nothing compared 2 d 1 going on inside her heart.beside her room mom was saying her prayer with frozen tears in her eyes."God!"thats who she always has been trusted d most althrough her life.will God show her d right path?looking @ d storm she looked behind what she did. it was a rainy afternoon.she was holding mom's ultrasonography report. she was looking pale like a ghost.she almost shouted"mama,how did u do dis?ain't i enough 4 u?i'm almost 18 now. my exam is coming soon and now u r heavy wid another baby during such a crutial time?"mom was looking so helpless-"my princess,dont misundaztand me. it was an accident .i couldn't even imagine dat i can conceive@ dis age.it wasn't intentional.doctor said now its too late 2 abort d baby"."abort?"she shouted -"hey mom, don' even think of committing such a sin".just keep faith on God everything will b alright".she left d room hiding her tears from mom.yes,she also had a wish 4 a bro or sis once upon a time.she cried a lot when mom accidentally aborted her babies twice when she was in primary school.but she was wise enough not 2 bear d scar.she made a world of her own including she,mom, &dad & no one else. and now when she is used 2 enjoy her loneliness,mom is saying dat some1 else is coming! "how will i adjust?"she asked herself. 7 months went on she used 2 look @ mom's womb & pray 2 God-"plz save my mom."of course she wished well being of d baby too but mom 1st everithing else came next.God accepted her prayer.one morning suddenly there was a heavy bleeding from mom's womb. dad rushed 2 d hospital with mom and doctor took mom inside d operation theater.and d prematured baby was born @ its 7th month.it was a boy.the baby faced breathing problem from beginning and took his last breath inside d incubator @ d evening."ur baby bro is dead"she became numb hearing dad's voice on d phone.d whole world was blurred in front of her"no!God how could u do dis?did i ever say dont keep d baby alive?i know how much my mom longed 4 another baby--u gave her 1 and now took him away?y my lord ,y?"may b her lord answered but she couldn't hear anything.mom returned from d hospital after 10 days.4 monthes have paaseed after dat but mom still didn't talk 2 her well.mom couldn't forget how she reacted to hear 'bout her pregnancy and couldn't forgive her.she blamed her 4 what happened.with d roar of thundering she came back 2 d present .yes she has made up her mind.with long steps she entered mom's room .she 's just finished her prayer.she went near mom ,put a hand on her shoulder and said "mom". "say what u wanna say"mom answered even not looking @ her ."mom gimme a chance 2 wash away my sin.try 4 artificial insemination.i'm ready 2 carry ur baby."mom looked @ her thundered "what d hell r u talking 'Bout ,r u crazy"?"no mom ,of course i'm not .go ahead mom.i'll fulfil ur desire 4 another baby."mom was standing still like a stone but she could feel stream of tears coming from her eyes.she was looking wid wonder @ her beloved daughter, the dearest part of her.mom clasped her tightly and cried out"my princess"------.and her shoulder began 2 wet wid moms tears------
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